Hey guys

Doctors going in tomorrow to take a peek at my stomach......if I get copies of the pictures...(how cool would that be)...I'll post them!!!!

Could you light a candle for this old witch.....she can use all the help she can get!!

Funny, it seems the whole family is in a learning process but for all different reasons.

I'm learning that doctors are NOT gods and don't have all the answers. Went to see # 4 doctor yesterday  he reminded me of my old gyno I had years ago....now HE was a good doctor. Yup I got me a white haired leprechaun gastrologist. You know...the ones who listen to you burp and fart....hehehehe...well seems like he going in to take a look at my tummy on Monday and geeez I hope he finds some answers. Mike asked me to ask him if they take video of the inside of the stomach....He said they have the capabilities but nothing is hooked up but they can take some snap shots of it ..I said that will do.....we're such a visual family.  hehehehehe  

As for the hubby...3 weeks into retirement ...he's out. Got himself a pretty nice gig...in a really nice layed back shop. He's learning to relax and slow down a little....35 years at GE going about a million miles an hour everyday took a toll on him. He just keeps saying "I don't want to be their messiah"....so I told him don't, only you can have control over that!....He's also learning that you can miss old friends but new ones are good to.....Seems like you can teach an old dog new tricks. 

Jenny finally got herself a little teaching job (temporary)in the same High School that her boyfriend works at. She said her first day was tough but it's pretty cool and it's all a learning process. She was born to teach!!!!

And Mike is trying to make the whole college thing work....he has ties to the High school cuz his girlfriend is still in there but maybe he'll make it...he is doing a lot of learning!!!!! He has a long way to go.......

OK just a short update...tthanks to all my friends for listening.

Merry Mabon to all my wonderful witches and powerful pagan friends....may the harvest bring happiness to you all!!!

Well feeling a little better........this is how I feel today!

One pill for the heart....

One pill for the pains in my stomach that the heart pills cause....

One pill for the panic attacks....

Now I need a stress test, blood work.....and 3 different doctors.....

Looks like everybody's climbing on this money train.

Yup I believe in them and I protect mine with all my heart. You can say you don't believe in them......But your labeled every where you go....

woman or a man

black or white

yin or yang

christian or pagan....yes I believe they are different and you can't be a christian witch...there I said it...I believe it....if you don't like it ...to bad!!!!

Every where you go there are labels.... so stop denying it.......